just expressing My FeEliNg

Dear blog..
             I don know where to start..But..I start about the people dat i care most in my life..it's like after i finish my high school the relationship of me wif them getting dimm..never thought dat my worst nightmare will come..This girl been prohibited by the bf from contact wif me.but i understand why did the bf do dat..maybe he just want to look after her..even do i'm sad when i heard about it but i'm happy for her because finally she had found a good guy..shit..(crying in my heart only)..and this is one cute,lovely girl..the 1st girl aside my family that i hug..

              There's also got one more girl that i care..the girl above is best,best,best fwen wif this girl that i'm about to tell..this girl is so damn close to me..but suddenly..'poof'..she's change..we suddenly less texting and she only text me if i text her 1st..it's oky..maybe she's busy with her life..i think like that because that only i can think of..think positiively..everyone got there own life..i understand that..this girl have been through heart break lots of time..i hate her boyfriend now more than ever..he been hurting this girl heart lots of time..but this girl still love him..(HEY BOY!!be a gentleman..stop hurting her OK..since she giving her HEART to you even do u hurt he a lot..please be kind to her..you suppose to make her HAPPYand SMILE..NOT make tears out Of her...I'm PUtting my trust on you...don't repeat your mistake)..i have to accept this boy because this girl love him so much..even do i'm kind of angry to this girl..but what can i do..she LOVE him..it's her life..i just can give her an advice but she has to decide..

            And now..to all my friend..i don know what happen but the friendship between us getting fade..we always laugh and help each other,hit back to those people that mess up with one of us,escape from school..we almost like brother's and sister's..but now..we almost like a stranger with each other..i really damn miss the old time that we've been through together..

            I really miss the smile,jokes and the time you all telling me your probs..because when i listen to you all probs i getting know more about you all and when i tried my best to help you all..i think that's all i can do for you all before leaving this earth..that is why i always try my best to help you all even do there is a time some of you hates me..that is why i'm happy when people tell they probs with me..

           That all dear BLOG..thanks..i a little bit OK now..thanks again..